sometimes when us practice to not crying no matter in what situation, when we want to cry we will found out that teardrops cannot flow anymore....

donno why, i found out myself is really good in not cry....  sometimes, i really feel so sad and want to cry, but i still can smile infront people.. but if some people try to comforting me with touching my shoulder or hand, i will cry out so bad.... but its really so hard when i really want to cry, but i found out there is no more teardrops to cry... i really need someone to lend me his shoulder so that i can cry out every sad thing in my heart...