Truthly, I am tired for everything now, actually i am tired for it for a long time, but I am just keep going and keep doing it, but the truth is I am very tired now, i am exhausted, feel just want every thing to stop, feel just want to rest.
But at least I didnt like before, in the past when I feel tired of everything i will just crying or moody everyday; now even i feel tired i will just keep pretending happy. in the mean time my caunsellor didnt aware that I am not happy, haha!! Hilarious right??
actually sometimes i just want to shout out to my family that:"you all are confusing me, can you all discuss with each other before told me to do anything?? and one more thing, dont treat me like a idjit okay!!!!!!!"
even i didnt want to accept the truth, but in deeply i knew that my family are already broken since mom pass away, sometimes really hope that time can return back, hope can change the history if i got chance, but the truth is time will never go back.
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